Today was super long, a productive day but a damn long one. It just makes me wish that today was Friday so I could know that I don't have to work tomorrow. I think I'll have a good weekend, I'm looking forward.
Wow, I really need to go eat. I just realized that all I ate today was some oatmeal at like 8. What an ass, I'd yell at someone else for that shit.
I'm rambling here, I guess I really have nothing to say.. or nothing to say here. All of the things I need to talk about I can't. But I do feel pretty good, pretty happy-all things considered.
I never took into account how much this break up would effect other people's lives. I know for some it's a good thing and for some probably it isn't. I'm begining to feel like it really was for the best for things to end. Not in the way they did, but maybe this chapter in my life was supposed to end.. to make room for another when I'm ready. I feel optimistic but yet insecure and a little affraid, but I think I like it. I was, and still am, so used to the known and the safe. It feels good to step out and take some chances, break convention. Follow my heart.. All of this probably makes sense to only a select few who really know what's been going on in my head. Hell I barely know what's going up there sometimes. But my life is changed, it changed quickly and I'm adapting and if feels pretty good to know that it's ok. My life is mine. I love that.